Monday, December 15, 2008
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Monday, October 13, 2008
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
United... we fall.
Airline zombies… chewing on their plastic folded faces
… engine mechanics… duck tape chair, and go… can we
see, our economic seduced sadness… creeping fragility through our machines.
The wrenches are turning… burning.
And that fucking oil pan… frying, on an empty hot tarmac.
The plane creeks as its races higher… the metal squeezing in capitalistic tension.
Unionized… hollow relief.
And that marvelous forest… useless congregation of semi-pros…
Sulking slugs… rummaging forgettable projects… V madness…
Drama… dikes… everywhere dikes… redneck Colorado.
Static… damn straight static… a mag induced personality laid to waste…
The drive through is closed at Taco Bell…
You can control the smell…
Close the lid.
Please… the smell of shit is overwhelming.
… engine mechanics… duck tape chair, and go… can we
see, our economic seduced sadness… creeping fragility through our machines.
The wrenches are turning… burning.
And that fucking oil pan… frying, on an empty hot tarmac.
The plane creeks as its races higher… the metal squeezing in capitalistic tension.
Unionized… hollow relief.
And that marvelous forest… useless congregation of semi-pros…
Sulking slugs… rummaging forgettable projects… V madness…
Drama… dikes… everywhere dikes… redneck Colorado.
Static… damn straight static… a mag induced personality laid to waste…
The drive through is closed at Taco Bell…
You can control the smell…
Close the lid.
Please… the smell of shit is overwhelming.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Monday, July 7, 2008
Friday, June 6, 2008
Monday, April 21, 2008
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Friday, April 11, 2008
Monday, March 31, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008
Note on my door...
Hello,
You might not be aware of how loud i can hear your music. Can you try adjusting the placement of your speakers and sub woofers so that the noise will travel less through the walls.
Thank you,
Jeff
You might not be aware of how loud i can hear your music. Can you try adjusting the placement of your speakers and sub woofers so that the noise will travel less through the walls.
Thank you,
Jeff
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Explanation
Mike,I guess I have gone through a change in my life. I realized I needed to adjust some things. I tend to morph to what I think other people want me to be. In doing so I think I create different versions of myself. I have put a lot of thought to your message. I took a step back to think about our friendship. I act differently around you for your approval. I find myself trying to be aggressive, etc. Several situations have made me uncomfortable in the past. I think we just do things differently and you are always over the top for me. One on one has been good times. Out in bars and restaurants I never know if you are gonna be mellow and get along with people or push the limits. I think I tend to get along and you push the limits on many things and people. I have commented before how I thought you get fighting mad at me. The loco comment was one situation I just don't understand. You were really mad and went into aggressive mode. I really thought you were mad enough to fight I was just joking around and trying to say you were fun and wild. We had this discussion so no need to rehash. Your feelings and family history are things you rarely comment on. I know bits and pieces about your family. You have talked about your dad a little and your mom almost never. I guess there is a lot I do not know for being friends for as long as we have been. I don't expect to agree and get along all of the time with anyone. It justs seems that we interpret and react to things in such different ways that don't compliment each other. I have seen you so mad at me at times and I am confused as to what made you so mad. It seems that I am supposed to know what you are thinking and when I do not you react strongly. Not all of the time, but enough to make me wonder if you even really like me at all or am I a loyal friend to fall back on because you like some things about me and really dislike others. I think when I am my true self I make you mad or disappointed. You and me in the desert has been good times. The way you push people and the limits when other people around is just too much for me. I have also wondered about the climbing trips in the past I was not invited to go on. I thought I made it clear that if something was going on, then let me know and I would try and go. I guess I know why I was not invited. I am not mad about anything. I do not have any bad feelings. Thinking about some things made me realize that we are not that good of friends by actions made in the past. I wanted to step back and process things. It seems weeks turned to months. I did not want to damage our friendship, but I am sure the damage is done. I don't know where things will go from here. I am happy for you in your new relationship and life. I should have told you these things a long time ago. I wanted to make sure I knew my true feelings as I do not take our friendship lightly. Scott
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